لاسيدن با بوكوفسكي

خوب...از بوكوفسكي خوشم ميايد ...بيشتر به خاطر يك حس خود شيفتگي تا هنر نويسندگي اش ....البته اونم حرف نداره.خودشيفتگي به خاطر آنكه عقده ها و تصادمات روحي رواني اش خيلي آشناست و به من ميخوره. آنچه كه اين هنرمند رو به لحاظي برجسته كرده به نظرم به اين علت هست كه هر جمله و كلامي كه ازش تراوش كرده ...واقعا تراوش كرده .به اين معني كه كلامش مدام در تخاصم با خودش هست وروبرو شدن با كمبودهاي روحي رواني اش:

Alone With Everybody

the flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but keep looking crawling in and out of beds. flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh. there's no chance at all: we are all trapped by a singular fate.

بوكو جونم...... همين گوشت هاي تپانده شده از روح چه بافخر از اين عشق هاي تنباني اش دم ميزنند


Cause And Effect

the best often die by their own handjust to get away,and those left behindcan never quite understandwhy anybodywould ever want toget awayfromthem

آه....بو...كوووو......

Cows In Art Class

good weatheris likegood women-it doesn't always happenand when it doesit doesn'talways last.man ismore stable:if he's badthere's more chancehe'll stay that way,or if he's good he might hang on,but a woman is changed bychildren age diet conversation sex the moonthe absence or presence of sun or good times.a woman must be nursed into subsistenceby lovewhere a man can become stronger by being hated.

عزيزم بوكو... چه انتظاري است ازمن....درجائي كه حتي به ارگزم رسيدنم هم خود شك دارم....نه به عشق من ...نه به وفايم...نه به خيانتم...به هيچ باور مكن

Curtain

the final curtain on one of the longest runningmusicals ever, some people claim to haveseen it over one hundred times.I saw it on the tv news, that final curtain:flowers, cheers, tears, a thunderousaccolade.I have not seen this particular musicalbut I know if I had that I wouldn't havebeen able to bear it, it would havesickened me.trust me on this, the world and itspeoples and its artful entertainment hasdone very little for me, only to me.still, let them enjoy one another, it willkeep them from my doorand for this, my own thunderousaccolade.

" نفرتي ازآدمها ندارم ولي دوست هم ندارم حضورشان را در دوروبرم مدام حس كنم" چنانسكي

The Shower

we like to shower afterwards

اوه چا...چا..رلي.....ابازم ميخوام! !!!


The Worst And The Best

in the hospitals and jailsit's the worstin madhousesit's the worstin penthouses it's the worstin skid row flophousesit's the worstat poetry readingsat rock concertsat benefits for the disabledit's the worstat funeralsat weddingsit's the worstat paradesat skating rinksat sexual orgiesit's the worstat midnightat 3 a.m.at 5:45 p.m.it's the worst

عزيزم..آره...وقتي حسي به ميون مياد كه شكي است از رضايت ...ميگردي و ميگردي به دنبال درك اين حس ...اما چه عبث...معنائي نيست و دركي نيز از آن.....چه طنزي پارادوكس گونه اي است مرگ ...تنها اين است كه معناي قاطع و بي برو برگردي در خود دارد


Bluebird

there's a bluebird in my heart thatwants to get outbut I'm too tough for him,I say, stay in there, I'm not goingto let anybody seeyou.

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